Can't Sleep...

because the hubby is on graveyard and I hate it! It started on the 6th of July and I still cant deal with it...I have both girls in my bed every night that he is at work. Adam doesn't like the fact that they are in the bed with me. So when he gets home every morning, I put the girls back in their bed! I'm also awake due to Alana wanting another bottle ( which I'm used to). There are so many reasons why I need Adam home, ya ya I'm being a baby but I want him here with me...

1. I need to feel that I'm safe! (I'm safe really, I don't live in a town where is there a lot of trouble.)
2. Who will wake up with the baby for her second feeding at night?
3. I put my face in his back when I sleep, but wait cant do that cause he's gone!
4. If I hear a noise outside, who is gonna check? ( not me! )
5. If I have a nightmare, I cant tell Adina cause it will just scare her too.
6. Knowing that he is at work while I'm sleeping makes me feel guilty for some reason.
7. Trying to have Adina play without making any noise so he can sleep is kinda hard! She is so used of playing with him and screaming and yelling down the hallway.
8. I've been trying to leave the house so he can get sleep, but then the house is so dirty, the laundry is not done and it is over flown the basket!
9. Its only for 6 months, but that 6 months is going to be a long 6 months!
10. I doesn't like looking at him when he just wakes up, when he only gets maybe 3 hours of sleep cause he cant sleep.

Well I have 2 more hours until he comes home and he told me that when he comes home he is just going to stay awake until church. So ladies, if you hear some snoring during sacrament, you know who it is. Let me just tell you now, we are very sorry for the snoring!