3 Roses...

So yesterday we took Alana to her first doctors appointment and it went really good... she grew in inch and her weight is right where it needs to be... then to have lunch and then walmart... so it was a pretty busy day..oh yes then to the Corpus house so Adam could make some bullets for his brother... I went home cause the house needed to be cleaned and I was falling asleep on their chair... I went home and found 3 roses on the floor right in front of the door.. no card, just roses... I called Adam and he had no idea where or who they were from.. As some of you know I had some family issues on my side and it was really making me upset... I knew I had to snap out of it because I have now 2 beautiful girls that depend on me, but sometimes it just hits me and I just get so upset... Lately Adam been asking me I this feels like home... and I dont answer him... in the back of my mind I still WANTED to move back to L.A, but it would be impossible for me to stay home with the girls... Adam would have to work 12 hour shifts and it is just so expensive... since I had the baby things have been running through my head like crazy... you can never win, either one is happy and the other isnt happy... that is the way with my side of my family... hopefully they realize that im married now and I can make my own decsions... and most of all THAT I'am HOME NOW!!! I dont know what I would do without the people here in Boardman... I will always love my family but sometimes they need to realize that they need to let me go... Just knowing that I got those roses from "somebody", at one point that person was thinking of this family... you would not see that back in L.A...it really made my day here "at home"!