The Visit from Auntie..

So on Tuesday I drove to Portland ( with both girls by myself) to pick up my sister from the airport..I was a little worried that she would get home sick but I still went... I was afraid too cause she has never flew on a airplane.. So my mom calls me while I was driving to go get her and she told me that she is really worried that I was not going to be there to pick her up... and that she had a really hard time getting on the plane... So im trying to hurry and get the airport A.S.AP!.. On the way over there, I was maybe like 5-10 minutes away... and it just starts to rain and I mean rain where I wanted my wipers so go faster cause I couldnt see!!! I was going like 20 miles an hour on the freeway... it wasnt only me driving like that it was everyone else too...I do admit I was a lil scared... so while im driving through the rain that was pouring down on me, my phone rings and it was my sister!!! AHHH!!! She told me to not hurry and dont rush cause she knew I had both girls! We get to the airport and it was sunny and blue sky which was really wired.. so I park and get the girls down and walked to the elevator and remind you I parked on the 5th floor, we get to the elevator and it was out of order!!! ughhhh!!! I was soooo mad ..so there I am hold the baby ( cause I didnt bring her stroller so I can make room for my sister luggage) and Im holding adina's hand cause she gets a lil scared walking down the steps... it was such a mission getting down those darn stairs!!

We took her to the waterfalls which also was the first time for us too.. It was so neat... She stood until saturday and I didnt want to take her back... It was soooo hard but I knew the day was going to come weather I like it or not.... You can tell that she was from outer town, she was taking picture of the water tower it reminded her of the movie "Whats eating Gilbert Grape".. she was getting souvenir's from our hardware/ pharmacy! She knew our lil tax thing where we dont have to pay for taxes.. so everywhere we went she wanted me to show them my i.d so we didnt have to pay for taxes.. even when we were in tri-cites at taco bell she wanted me to show them too...it was soo funny!!! Gotta love those people from L.A... Cant wait to see her again...

3 Roses...

So yesterday we took Alana to her first doctors appointment and it went really good... she grew in inch and her weight is right where it needs to be... then to have lunch and then walmart... so it was a pretty busy day..oh yes then to the Corpus house so Adam could make some bullets for his brother... I went home cause the house needed to be cleaned and I was falling asleep on their chair... I went home and found 3 roses on the floor right in front of the door.. no card, just roses... I called Adam and he had no idea where or who they were from.. As some of you know I had some family issues on my side and it was really making me upset... I knew I had to snap out of it because I have now 2 beautiful girls that depend on me, but sometimes it just hits me and I just get so upset... Lately Adam been asking me I this feels like home... and I dont answer him... in the back of my mind I still WANTED to move back to L.A, but it would be impossible for me to stay home with the girls... Adam would have to work 12 hour shifts and it is just so expensive... since I had the baby things have been running through my head like crazy... you can never win, either one is happy and the other isnt happy... that is the way with my side of my family... hopefully they realize that im married now and I can make my own decsions... and most of all THAT I'am HOME NOW!!! I dont know what I would do without the people here in Boardman... I will always love my family but sometimes they need to realize that they need to let me go... Just knowing that I got those roses from "somebody", at one point that person was thinking of this family... you would not see that back in L.A...it really made my day here "at home"!

update on Alana...

Yes she is here!!! She wanted to make a special appearence for her daddy's birthday!! And YES God answered my prayers...she looks nothing like Adam!! She looks like ME!!! The contractions started on saturday night ( only 2) but then they were coming during one of our classes for church!! adam was freakin out.. I never packed my bag.... and we headed stright to the hospital... they put me in the room right away and they didnt want to say if I was in labor cause it might of been me not eating or drinking!! but the contractions kept coming in my lower back and the doctor came in and said,"well Jessica your in labor!" so we had to wait for him to come back cause there was another lady there giving birth, and he said when she is done then it will be my turn.. adam asked how long it would be until we wait for him and he said he had no idea but it wouldnt be no later the 12:00 in the morning..hahah.. he said that to us around 6:15.. then he came in at 6:40 and said, "okay looks like we are ready for you jessica!!" I was sooo scared and I was just crying and telling Adam, "I cant do this... I dont want anymore.. there has to be another way.." I snapped out of it do to adam slapping me on the face and saying, "GET OF HOLD OF URSELF!!" No he didnt but he did say a cute prayer for me and I was ready for this lil monkey to come out! Adam got to see her be born..he got the look over the curtain...I couldnt believe how well these doctors and nurses are well trained and also how friendy, and helpful they were!! the c- section went great.. the only thing after the surgery was that I had a really really low blood pressure... it was in the low 60's and I guess it has to be in the high 90's .. so I had to get some blood in me for like 4 hours.. now my blood pressure is normal today... I will be headed home tommrrow.. im walking around and still sore but thats just the way it has to be!!! As you guys can see in the last picture..... you guys cant tell me that is not my lil twin... I have to find some baby pictures so you can see....ooo ya my mom is here!!!!!! she made it just pray for her that she will not get sick.... :O)

SHE'S HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alana Gloria Gonzalez
6lbs 3.5oz
18 3/4 inches