Tick Tock Tick Tock....

So I was begining to wonder if and when Alana would decided to come out.. I have already my appointment for the c-section on the 14th of May and I'm just wondering if she would decide that is just a little too late for that date... Do I want her to come out now??? Am I just being stubborn??? Cause I know when I do have her and the late night crying, not burping, stomach problems, dirty diaper, she just cant get comforable, not eating but just crying..etc.. maybe I will re-think of her not coming out too fast.. but lately the lower cramps and the REALLY hard kicks are getting a lil outta hand! Dont get me wrong we are excited and all but I really want her to come out and see who she will look like.. how adina will react towards her...how will the dog react towards her... will she sleep??.. how am I going to do it with 2 kids and trying to share my love for both girls. All my love was for adina and I do have to admit that I did get emotional when I did think that Adina was not going to be my lil baby anymore..she is so used of my FULL attention and now she is going to realize that mommy has someone else to love too! Adina will always be my little girl but then I also think how my firends do it.. they have more than 1 kid and they always look happy and the kids are soo attached to them... Adam does want more kids and I look at him like he is flippin crazy! I know that May will come sooner that I think... cause this pregnancy has gone by so quick!