Happy 3rd Birthday Adina-Bina!!!

So our lil bina had another birthday and it seemed like I just had her in my stomach!!! Now she is coming up with these words and I think to myself...what the heck did you just say???? For example..WHY?-I DONT WANT TO!!- YOU'RE MAKING ME MAD MOM!- I NOT TRIED ( and yes she says it that way.) IM NOT YELLING IM JUST UPSET! (in a yelling voice) - YOU WANT ME TO TAP IT? ( meaning: you want me to spank you! ) OH MY GOSH!- I DONT WANT TO TAKE A BATH! ughhh the list can go on and on and on!!! We have just been talking about how she already has her first bike and now she is going to be a big sister!!! The birthday party was fun and she got a lil upset due to boyz being in her room..which I hope she will always have that additude towards boyz being in her room. The cake that her cousin made was soooo cute!!! She made it look like a flower! and it was pretty good too! My parents and sister sent her a balloon bouquet at our house today and one of the big balloon sings a song when you hit the balloon! So through-out the whole party I think the song was played like 1,000 times. But adina loved it! So like I said we got her a bike with training wheels and I know sooner than we think..adam will be taking off those training wheels! oooo snif snif. :o(

So I really want to leave Oregon....

Okay people and friends..I need help, advice, or just a comment..I really want to go to California and my family really wants us to come down.. They are willing to put some money into this trip meaning...( flying)..adam is not coming cause he rather save the week when the baby is here... I really want to go with adina and see the family back home... we dont have the money to go and I hate it...am I being too stubborn???? I a lil upset and I dont understand why we cant just pinch in $158.00 ... adam says that we need to wait till we get our tax return but that is going to be like forever...( i dont think anyone has done their taxes yet) and but the time we get that money it is going to be tooooo late cause we all know ( ladies ) that we can not fly when we are 7 months pregnant!!!! I dont know how I am going to tell me mother that I dont think I will be coming... the only time she is going to see me is when im in the hospital having the baby! Its just really gets me upset cause all along adam is telling me that he is going to send me and adina to los angeles and now he is changing his mind....UGH! I need to vent and relax...I really want to work and adam thinks that it is not a good idea! Well I think that it is a great idea cause we will have MORE money coming in... But then I dont want adina going to school so young when I know she will be better home with her mom! There is a lot of things that I wish for and one is MY VERY OWN JET PLANE!!!! but lets be real!

So I miss them ALOT!!

So there is a lot of reasons why I miss my mom and dad and being away from them is so hard! I have my good dayz and I have my bad dayz... Even though I talk to them like everyday, serious, everyday at least 3 times a day ... i just miss my mom for varies reason... everyone needs their mom!....I may be sounding like a lil girl but i do! My dad I miss and I sometimes cry for him.. when I was a lil girl all i wanted was my dad...i always wanted to be with my dad... Even when I was a lil girl, like one day he got out of the car to get chinese food and i kept crying for him and my mom finally let me out of the car and i ran to get him and thinking the window was a open door way...and yes i ran into the glass window.... lol... i will never forget that!

So here are some reason why I miss them both:

• Waking up to my dad pounding on my door to wake me up...
• Hearing my mom singing the birthday song to us on our birthday...
• Seeing my dad pulling up in his work truck and running outside to show him how I looked in my cap in gown!
• My mom burning her cookies all the time!
• Dad teaching me how to drive stick in my first car and I was freaking out by being on the road for the first time.
• My mom always smelling so good all the time for some reason...she always had that scent that made you feel better.
• Being outside and my dad always watching his avacado tree making sure that all the avacados were still on the tree, then one day the whole tree fell over and my dad looked like he saw a ghost... and my mom and me could not stop laughing! The only thing that came out of his mouth was, "it broke!!"
• Going to weddings with the family and realizing that I dance just like my dad!
• Riding in the car with my mom and listening to her oldies music..
• Watching Raider games with my dad and making bets with him and I would always lose and I would throw a fit cause I would lose my money....( he always gave my money back to me)
• Being at my dad's car club ( oldies car club) and going to the beach, and getting burned right before my wedding!
• My dad always telling everyone that all his grandchildern look like him! There is now 6 grandchildern and only 2 look like him lol!
• My mom always coming to my softball practices and bringing me water with lemons in it! and never missed a game!

I cant wait to see them and start bringing up the old memories!!! Most of all: missing their company.....

This man is amazing!

So today was a busy day...waking up at 9:30am and trying to do our bills....this man (Adam) needs to know that Im so grateful for everything that he has given me!.. God knows we have been though so much due to our relationship being on the rocks or should I say not in the gospel!...He works and helps me around the house and also with my EVERY day problems, questions, or just naging... friends and family know what we have been though but im not here to type everything that we did, wrong choices, and disagreements..wait..whom i'm I kidding, our arguements...ever sense we have been going to church he has been the man that I have been searching for. From day 1 we always say the same things im just quicker than he is... we play the dork-e-est games...for example when we have to get up to do something and we are both too lazy to do it we play "rock, paper, scissors" he always wins but I have been catching on! With this new addition coming along we have been so excited and yet we to remember that we are going to be a family not that we dont have one now but now he will have one on his hip and I will have the other on my hip... instead of going to a resturant asking for "3 please" now its,...."4 please and 2 high chairs"... lol ahhhh time has gone by so quick... it just seems like he was calling me on the phone when I worked in the hardware department at Sears and he work in loss prevention and he was too scared to come down and introduce himself to me...but he wasn't too scared to call me on the hardware department phone! I thank God for Adam because not only is he my best friend but also my backbone...I LOVE YOU BABE.....

It's a Girl!!!

Well it is official, we are having another girl!!!! .. it was a mission finding out the gender of this baby... our appointment was at 10:40am and we were 10 mins late and they would not see us due to us being late which was retarded... how can you tell someone you can be seen ugh???? they made the appiontment to 1:30 it was worth the wait! The due date is May 20th... we are so blessed that this baby is healthy!...Adina thought the picture look like a elephant but we know that she will love it just as much as us....

Our first blog as a fam clam

So this is our first blog as a family in Boardman OR .... Adam has been asking me to create one for the longest time this way the family can know what we have been doing.... Christmas was great Adina loved her gifts from santa and new years was again sooo depressing due to not be able to see the Cervantez famly, Corpus family, Our Rolling Ridge ward, need I say more. Adam went snowboarding today and I bet he will come back in a wheel chair with a couple of broken bones... Monday we find out the gender of the baby which I'm so excited cause for some reason we think the baby is a boy but we will be happy for a girl too...